There are many moments when my heart feels heavy and my thoughts just circle around the words "now what?" Now what am I suppose to do, to say, to wear, to act, to cook...now what? I have no clue but every morning I try to fill the "now what" with life and smiles because I know that's what I have to do and it's what she would have done.
Here are some of our "now what" moments of the past month...
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| Trying to master the "mickey mouse" pancake |
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| Jakob's 5th Birthday |
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| Bella saving my photo moment when the boys ran away |
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| Easter 2011 |
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| Burdicks Tavern...new paint, clean air and a STRONG yet kind reminder there is NO SMOKING! |
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| fun for all ages |
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| Out of school early for some Chuck E Cheese time! |
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| Mother's Day 2011 - Breakfast in bed |
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| Messages postmarked to heaven |
8 years ago Mother's day was on Sunday-May 11, 2003...it was a beautiful day, it was our wedding day and it was perfect. Every anniversary Adele would bring over flowers along with a thoughtful card. She was the only women in my life who knew what it was like being married to a Burdick...it was our own exclusive club ;)
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| Sunday, May 11, 2003 |
"The rolling stream of life rolls on.
But still the vacant chair
Recalls the love, the voice, the smile
Of the one who once sat there".
